[Finally, he lets his arms drop to clench his fists at his sides.]
I've always loved the thought of being real. I never want to go back to the way I was, but... back then I never doubted myself the way I do now. Sometimes I'd think that maybe if I wasn't a replica, I wouldn't have all these problems. Maybe if I was born an original, I could be confident again. Maybe if I wasn't even...
[No, no, don't go that far. Luke clenches his teeth for a second before he goes on.]
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[Finally, he lets his arms drop to clench his fists at his sides.]
I've always loved the thought of being real. I never want to go back to the way I was, but... back then I never doubted myself the way I do now. Sometimes I'd think that maybe if I wasn't a replica, I wouldn't have all these problems. Maybe if I was born an original, I could be confident again. Maybe if I wasn't even...
[No, no, don't go that far. Luke clenches his teeth for a second before he goes on.]
It just... showed itself in the stupidest way.