[replica model] • LUKE FON FABRE (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
fabrecation) wrote2011-01-25 06:39 pm
fabrecation) wrote2011-01-25 06:39 pm
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I'll be back once this is all over, okay?
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[Luke made sure to cover up the little camera that records his face as he writes, and he does so all the way until he shuts the journal. It seems that's all he's going to do.
Except a little while later, the journal's knocked open, and a broken pair of scissors that clatters against the floor near it proves to be the culprit. Luke himself... or, rather, Asch can be seen with his back to the journal in a community housing room while he stares intently at a mirror and tries to style his hair into something that looks a little more like himself. He had tried to cut his hair, but judging by the scissors, that proved to be a colossal failure. At the moment he has his bangs down in front of his face and brushing furiously, trying to get them to stay there, trying to look at least a little different-
But once he's confident enough to let go of the hair, it just springs right back into place on the top of Asch's head. Luke stares for a second... then buries his hands in his hair and ruffles it wildly with frustration, and he tips his head back to shout (with Asch's deeper tone):]
Damn it, why won't you stay down?!
[And, of course, once he jerks his hands out and gives the mirror a flat look, the hair springs back into place once more, looking as if nothing ever touched it except love and care. With that, Luke drops his head into his hands and lets out a long groan.]
I give up.
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I'll be back once this is all over, okay?
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[Luke made sure to cover up the little camera that records his face as he writes, and he does so all the way until he shuts the journal. It seems that's all he's going to do.
Except a little while later, the journal's knocked open, and a broken pair of scissors that clatters against the floor near it proves to be the culprit. Luke himself... or, rather, Asch can be seen with his back to the journal in a community housing room while he stares intently at a mirror and tries to style his hair into something that looks a little more like himself. He had tried to cut his hair, but judging by the scissors, that proved to be a colossal failure. At the moment he has his bangs down in front of his face and brushing furiously, trying to get them to stay there, trying to look at least a little different-
But once he's confident enough to let go of the hair, it just springs right back into place on the top of Asch's head. Luke stares for a second... then buries his hands in his hair and ruffles it wildly with frustration, and he tips his head back to shout (with Asch's deeper tone):]
Damn it, why won't you stay down?!
[And, of course, once he jerks his hands out and gives the mirror a flat look, the hair springs back into place once more, looking as if nothing ever touched it except love and care. With that, Luke drops his head into his hands and lets out a long groan.]
I give up.
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...fine, suit yourself. I can't force you to do anything you don't want to, after all. But try to think of Natalia, would you? She's going to start thinking that you don't want to be around her, what with all the running off you do.
[Not that Guy ever feels like that.]
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... If she saw who I looked like, I think she'd understand why I can't be around! Besides, Asch is still there.
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And Asch is a grown man. He can deal.
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Then he shuts his eyes and shoves the journal away.]
You wouldn't get it.
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But... this is Guy.]
It's everything. I don't want to feel like I've taken Asch's identity more than I already have... I don't want Natalia to worry more. I don't want you checking who I am all the time.
But... I think it's mostly me. I don't feel like me anymore.
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Ahh, it's kind of hard to remember that this Luke hasn't come to these conclusions on his own already. He's still so hung up on being a so-called "thief."]
Well...that's understandable. These experiments do have a way of making you feel like someone else.
But isn't that its own proof, in a way? The fact that you don't feel like yourself defines you as someone completely separate from Asch. And believe it or not, Asch is used to these kinds of things by now. It might make him growl and hiss at you, but Asch wouldn't be Asch if he didn't growl and hiss at everyone at least once a day.
As for me, once you opened your mouth I could tell who you were. If you feel like you need to stay away from us to get a better hold on yourself, then you're welcome to. I want you to think about how much good that did you back in Baticul, though. Being alone didn't exactly make you feel any better, did it?
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U-Uh...
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What happened?
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Everyone found out what I really am. A replica.
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Oh dear.]
They weren't comfortable with that, were they?
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[He's never actually told anyone this before. Luke turns his head away from the journal, so the next part is quiet.]
Like I was some kind of monster.
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Damn. If Guy was still employed at the manor he could have done something about it.]
Then there's only one thing left to do.
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You know I've already left the manor, right?
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What are you going to do, tie me up and throw me over your shoulder?
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I'll pack you into an empty produce crate and wheel you out.
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