It's alright to look or feel pathetic. You got every right to be, right? It's not like it's something you can control.

[a pause]

Death is scary, but it also feels alright once it finally just happens. Like drifting off somewhere peaceful. I know our circumstances are likely pretty damn different, but... at least we're here in this place. Is that comforting? Shit, I dunno. I'm not that good at these kinds of things.