If there was something I could do about it, I would. But if not...

I... I would try to contact my family and loved ones. Make sure that no matter what happens next, they know I have and will always care about them. But I'm not sure if it would be good to put them through too much pain... [She pauses and sighs.] Depending on what's going on, I might do things I always wanted to do but never did. Finish my bucket list, y'know?

[This is something she actually thinks about. A lot. On those dark, sleepless nights, when thoughts fly unbidden into one's head. Her condition doesn't help at all.]