[replica model] • LUKE FON FABRE (
fabrecation) wrote2011-02-05 09:56 pm
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[Filtered to Guy//Ridiculously hackable Unhackable]
Hey, Guy? My hair's getting kind of long... Could you come cut it for me? I'd do it myself, but I can't really see back there...
[Filtered to Ion//So hackable it hurts Unhackable]
Ion, can I talk to you? It's important.
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[Now that those are out of the way, Luke rests his chin in his hand and stares off to the side, lost in thought. The thing he wanted to talk to Ion about... It's been weighing heavily on his mind ever since he heard it. Luke isn't sure what to think of it, or even how to feel about it. There's a sort of happiness inside him, sure, but... he can't deny the hesitation and confusion he feels. So, after a few minutes, he opens up the journal again to ask the general populace:]
What do you think it means to have a soul?
Hey, Guy? My hair's getting kind of long... Could you come cut it for me? I'd do it myself, but I can't really see back there...
[Filtered to Ion//
Ion, can I talk to you? It's important.
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[Now that those are out of the way, Luke rests his chin in his hand and stares off to the side, lost in thought. The thing he wanted to talk to Ion about... It's been weighing heavily on his mind ever since he heard it. Luke isn't sure what to think of it, or even how to feel about it. There's a sort of happiness inside him, sure, but... he can't deny the hesitation and confusion he feels. So, after a few minutes, he opens up the journal again to ask the general populace:]
What do you think it means to have a soul?
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...and he's still pushing too much. God damn it. He turns to gather up the scissors.]
Fine. I'm sorry.
[And heads out of the bathroom to put them away.]
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Luke entwines his fingers through his hair and keeps his gaze on the ground, on a few strands of red hair that the towel failed to catch. Why can't Guy just... leave him alone and let him try to find himself on his own? He appreciates the effort, really, but... It's always too much. Guy is too forceful when he tries to push confidence back into him again.
"You are not a fake". Yes, he is. Denying that would be deluding himself, and Guy just... can't seem to get it.
But Luke still stands by what he said earlier. It's not so bad being a replica. And that's the first time he's thought that ever since he found out what he was...
He's so lost in his own thoughts that Luke doesn't even realize how much time has passed.]
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Yep. Still in the bathroom.
Guy hovers outside of the door uncertainly; does he really want to try talking to Luke just yet? Maybe he should leave him be...
Mmph. He was a bit too harsh. Guy sighs internally; usually he's much more patient with Luke concerning his lack of self-confidence, but it's gotten to the point where it's driving him up the wall. Why can't he be more like-
No. Do not even go there.
Guy bites the inside of his cheek and steps over, knocking on the doorjamb.]
Hey. I didn't snap at you that bad, did I? What're you still doing in here?
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Guy sighs aloud this time, leans his head against the doorjamb.]
I meant it when I apologized. I know you're working hard on changing how you see yourself, and I know it's not something that happens overnight.
I just...get angry when people put you down. Even if you're the one doing the insulting.
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[He gives a little sigh of his own, at himself.]
I'm sorry for being like this.
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[Guy heads over to sit next to Luke on the edge of the tub, leaning forward to copy Luke's posture.]
You know this is the only thing about you that makes me mad, right? Not that you're a replica, or that you don't get what I'm saying sometimes. It's that you don't seem to like yourself as much as I do.
Just keep that in mind next time you start to think poorly of yourself, okay? If all else fails and you end up hating yourself, I'm still gonna like you whether you want me to or not.
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He smiles a little.]
Heh. Yeah. [And he bumps his knee against Guy's.] That's why you're my best friend. Even if we make each other mad sometimes.
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...Even when you make me cut your hair and don't even tip me.
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[How about a light punch in the arm?]
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[Guy shoves Luke back with little force before standing.]
I'm making food, if you care to join me.
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[Luke stands with him - but not before reaching out to grab Guy's wrist.]
I meant what I said, you know... About it not being so bad to be a replica. I want you to understand that, okay?
[This is a big step for Luke, in his eyes. And he'd like for Guy to acknowledge that instead of the other negative feelings.]
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Sure, it's a big step...one Luke made months ago, for him. Years, if he counted his time in Luceti and his time waiting for Luke to come back.
He just wants Luke to like himself again.]
Yeah, I understand.
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Good. Now let's eat; I'm starving!
[And he'll walk on ahead - oh, but wait-]
Oh, thanks for cutting my hair, Guy.
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[Guy follows Luke out and into the kitchen and starts cooking absentmindedly.]
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... Wish I could've turned into something else.
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No! Don't even joke about that, Guy!
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Plus I got to see all my insides spread across the floor! Do you know how amazing that was?!
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Gah, just- Shut up about that, jeez!
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Luke makes a face at Guy before he slowly lowers himself in the chair again. Stupid Guy.]
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...Though you might want to explain to Asch why you turned into him before he gets any weird ideas.
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